the saddest day of this year:(

ah gong.... even though you don't remember me, i promise that I'll always remember you... dad told me that your days are numbered..... i hope that it's not true... and i wish you will always be as happy as ever .... I'll really miss you even though i didn't spent a lot off times with you... life is so unpredictable... as we aren't so close, i actually didn't thought it'll hurt me but way down deep somewhere where you belong to me really hurts me a lot a lot.... i didn't thought I'll shed a tear .... and today was the first time i was you shed a tear..... ah gong I'll really miss you.... i regret not spending the time with you when your alright... now there's no cure for your sickness and i hope you we will still have time to spent with each other....:'(ah gong i love you:((

yupp went to the hospital to visit me grandfather today he don't remember us...:( after that i went to see my grandmother.... then went home.... everybody... life is really unpredictable so I'll hope you all will cherish every moment with your family and friends. dont wait until it's too late.. you'll regret... may god bless all off you.