S-O-L-O~

Sunday, November 21, 2010

You know what? In your fu*king eyes, nobody close to you is ever right . Only you are right, so perfect, with NO FU*KING WRONGS... in you dumb eyes, you think you , yourself is flawless. Let me tell you, you will cause me to rebel anytime. You are really making my blood boil I don't care who you are-.- seriously, enough is enough. Everybody has got their own personal limits. You should ask yourself about your behaviour. You , yourself do things, then when people do, you scold them. Then why when you do they nvr scold you? Wleh.... Serious bastard...../: arghHHHHhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Byebye...

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Everybody needs time/:

Gosh! I guess I'm love sick again?/: oh welll, that's just me:/ people wear mask, some are for good purposes while some are for bad, well sometimes we just have to take of our mask and look clearly how the world is revolving. Nobody ever said life was easy,not even the richest person on earth. Lettme ask you, what's the definition of 'easy' in life? Nobody has that answer to it cause nobody is leading an easy life. Sometimes in life, once or twice you will see someone happy in your life, but, get to know them. No matter how happy the look they still have feelings, talk to them ask them. Nothing is being unable to share it's depending on where or how you want to share it. Haiz.... Everybody needs that someone trust me. Listen to anyone around you who wants to trust you. Listen to people. Treat others how you want to be treated... This is life ... If life becomes easy, that isn't life, that the challenges enjoy the process, and learn to it, I know it will help in life someday, somehow ,somewhere


Byebye,
Theresa

Friday, November 19, 2010

WAITING FOR THE END

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empties within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room

Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I'M REALLY MESSED UP.

Don't Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow,
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.





hey, i guess you're just ignoring me? huh? tell me please E , i really wanna know even though i believe that you don't wanna care abt me anymore/ don't read my blog anymore, i really have alot of unsolved problems . maybe idk that you also have your own problems, but i just want to know what the hell is happening between us now/: really....
If life is gonna continue like this, i'm seriously not gonna be able to manage it, and next year is my curcial year. Sadly i'm kind of thinking about quitting bball. i know if my juniors hear this they would be sad, but i got no choice. i'm really very jumbled up right now things arent going right, and nobody i trust is understanding me, i know you may think that i make myself sound so pathetic, and sorry if you are thinking this way, i just need sometime/ somewhere to poor everything out. sorry/:


yeah, and i guess everyone is also having their own problems, so for now, i'll just have to act like nth happened. yeah that's all. whether anyone reads it anot i don't care. ok?

bye.