i hate that i love you </3

Your coldness is killing me, BOTH of your coldness is killing me. Hurts so much, feeling like a fool, like I'm giving you my love but you don't want it. Am I not worth fighting for, like just for once, everything became the same ever since yesterday. Couldn't get over it isit? You make me love you, but at the same time you make me hate you, and everytime I hate you, you gave me a sweeter reason to love you, and fall for you harder. I feel like I'm throwing my self to you, very bitch. Hurts everytime i see you. You treat me so differently. You told me you understand, but, deep down inside, can you tell me? Do you really understand? Really can't hold it in any more. I'm trying so fucking hard to tear down that fucking wall of yours, but your wall is building faster then me tearing it down. Everytime I think. I think and think. Am I really that foolish? Dumb? Idiot? Haizz. Whatever la. I'm a fucker la. Bye.