Never gonna be good enough..

Speaking of leaving friendship stuffs aside, here you come and screw me up. it's always me looking out for you. And all you do is leave me hanging here feeling lost? You're falling back to where you almost fell but I once saved you and bring you to somewhere safer, But you gradually go back to where you first started off. I'm trying so hard, and if you tell me you re also trying hard think again. Think of everything I did for you, then think about what you did for me. I'm really tired. I can't carry this on any much longer. I have always thought of putting the past whine ! But everything you say links back to the past. I'm sorry that I can't handle my friendship well. I'm sorry for never being good enough for you, I just wanna make things right, but it seems so hard. I was the first to break down most part of your wall, but one confession, ONE, lead your wall to built up, built up strong and firm, while the rest of the people are still trying to break it down. Well oh well, I lost.. And I Admit, 我输的幸福口服. Cause I gave it all I had but everything is getting in my way.. We don't Text like best friends do, we don't h2h like bestfriends do, we don't hang out often like best friends do, I think we don't even feel comfortable together. I was thefirst to ask, but to get a second chance, and I give up.. We are really not meant to be best friends.. Sorry babe, I guess it's over. If you don't talk to me, I'm Not talking to you. Really very tired. If you don't understand, really really really tired...
Bye-bye,
Theresa