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it's always me giving in. I'm really tired to take the initiative all the time. For every single friendship. I'm the one who gives in. The one that apologizes whether it's my fault or not just to make things like how it used to be. You know at times, you just have enough off everything you have done and just wanna do sth new. But everything else is just holding you back. You know how painful it's is. to let down my ego to say sorry, even tho it isn't my fucking problem/fault?