it's never gonna be the same again.

well, i'm screw, especially with my SCT2, i don't have the motivation to study anymore, i guess, you used to motivate me when i wanna give up? i'm damn fucked up right now, i dwanna fail my exams, but i can't find/ see the emergency of study for the common test anymore, i don't want to fail, or i don't want to drop, i wanna stay in my class, and i want to study, but i can't seem to get any motivation from myself. now, i'm getting really rebellious ! i hate how different i'm becoming, i really getting lazy! please! can some one save me from all this agony? god, i'm lost...
theresa