Stop being so unappreciative...

Stop pangseh-ing people . Everybody has feelings well maybe you had your reasons why you did it but, still pangseh-ing is wrong so stop it. i gotta really get down with my studies le:< EYE ... determinds my futrue i gotta strive real hard... byebye

-theresa

School's tomorrow, i gotta face reality

I'm so sorry for leaving just like that.. leaving you all alone with no one to hold. I really don't know how to face you when sch starts:( sorry for picking up my jacket and leave you like you mean nothing to me. making you feel so disappoint with me with no turning back, this time i have really gone too far, you don't have to forgive me cause i'll never forgive myself .
Happy monthsary enqi:)<3
Get well soon letao<3
get well soon weakling<3
Get well soon everybody<3
carmen, stop peeling or i'll call you banana peeler
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!! stressed out tmr english idk do what art i never prepare....!!! fuck that and after sch i have choir audition with my voice how do you expect me to sing? -.- life you are so awesome!>:( BYEBYE!

-theresa

A raindow , like a glimpse off hope.

Everytime i thought there would be a glimpse off hope, it always turns out wrong:( I thought i could bring us back together, but i think , i was wrong. This time, i have gone too far, :( i suck. I need to change, i have to change, i want to change and i'm determined to changed!:( anw quarralled with my mother again father still disappointed with me for i DON'T KNOW WHAT-.-
and many things still not working out, I hope end off october the 11 , won't come, :( i'm so gonna miss you! must pass overall and english hor! jiayous! i support you all the way .. i'll miss you alot alot must go out someday:( <3 aiya EYE coming i need to study le.. byebye

-theresa

I'm being replaced, so fast, way too fast

Well, i guess a new friendship is a cure for a lost one, today, i realise i have been replaced, really too fast but, as long as your happy i'm fine with it , really, i'm fine. today i'm sick, real sick:( so many things happen:( life is so miserable for me:( haiz, i'll promise all of you monday will/would be my last day emo-ing, i just need sometime to get over somethings, ok?:( well nevertheless, i wanna thank all off you for caring and concerning me today . I really appreciate it a kiss too all off you! haha well, now i'm walking alone, just like the picture above just waiting for that 1 person, any one person to come and accompany me:( just one. i'm sick and i have the syptoms off hand foot mouth wtf!-.- sian byebye

-theresa

A broken friendship:(

I really really don't want this to be end off our friendship. You ignoring me = my heart shatter. Can be be friends again? I promise you i won't / never ever hurt you again, please? Our friendship is currently now like that picture above, broken:( I don't mind being the person to be the one picking up the broken sharped edge friendship, i just want you back . I don't know why i just need you so freakin much in my life:( all i want you to be is the one that took the 1 stepp while i take 99 steps just to be your friend:( ever since sec 1 we both argue good argue good. I feel so trouble about our problem:( but you dwanna care about it anymore and that hurts me so much more. No matter what, i'll still help you in whatever way i can<3 never gonna let you be alone. i swear.! if i do i will have no more friends in my entire life.

-theresa

It always been flashing in my mind

Everytime i think off this, I think off you, YOU. Asking myself why you treat yourself this way, ask myself why you resolved your problem by slitting. At the same time, i'm angry with you for slitting, very mad at your father tooo>:( your hand have been flashing through my mind all day i just want to love you the way you should be loved, but i just don't know how to express my feelings. Anyway, life hasn't been working out for me this days, as you can see through my post right? LOL Sadness in both friends AND academic:< yeah, and now i'm gonna pour everything out! Whether you like it a not because it's about you.
Can i ask you, what do you treat me as? Friends in the class not as close as you to me also treat me so much better then how you treat me, i don't know why i still love you as a friend so much even when you treat me this way, when you happy then can play with you, when you angry /sad or whatever shit, you put it on me, it's so hard being a perfect friend for you, you just won't understand, i know i also don't understand you, but it's not me, it's ... You you don't want to tell me how you really feel deep down how dumb off me to trust you? very... :< hope you would open up to me one day cause i'm still tryin very hard to pull us back together i have been taking the initative ever since the day we became friends, you don't feel bad ah? haiz.
And this is for my lonely friend.
It hurts me alot to ALWAYS see you alone, friends like her is not worth don't even know why last time you treat her so good, now you finally know who your true friends is / are right, please treasure them , don't lose them but, not that girl that purposely follow you ok? <3
So stress sia, tell you what i got a feeling i'll be getting kick out off council soon, i ask you, councillor means cannot talk in class? councillor means cannot laugh with friends in class? councillor means cannot make any noise? what is that man, my as well you get the quietest person to be councilor? what the hell enough is enough ok....
I feel damn fu*king emo this few days, i just hope things would change for the better bah . HAHA maybe because pms?:> heehee siao. ok nvm i gtg byebye:>

-theresa

How i really feel inside

Nobody ever really know how i really feel inside . No matter how close you are / were to me, you had never really seen the real me, not because i don't want to show it, but because every time i show it, you people all just turn and walk away. Maybe not all of you but i have just lose faith in myself and everybody else, even the people i love most.
Family, guess what nth is enough for my father. Not even getting an A1 for my history. Dad, you always claimed that you're disappointed with me, you never really know how much effort i put in you. Seen you hate me so much and ask me not to say your my father if anyone asked, then why bring me out to this world?
I'm felt alone here, with no one to hold, not even YOU, i thought you would hold me close i thought you wouldn't let me go. But you disappoint me:( Everyone close to me are just getting distant. i never knew this day would come, guess i'm just asking for the sky ?
Efforts i put in for both studies and friends, it both had gone into waste. I know that life wasn't meant to be easy but . The happiness never last. i wonder how i am suppose to live on without support , both from family and friends,
i so tired off everything, nobody understands. no matter who i talk too, it doesn't work. Now there is even nobody i trust. So many friends, not even a single one because i don't have any bestfriend the one that god forgot to give me as a sister so he gave me as a best friend. I wonder when is she coming? Coming to share my sorrows, i just hope you're the one.

-Theresa

i'm just a piece off dirt.

To you, i find that i'm just nth but a piece off dirt , just somebody that comes and goes in your life, somebody that would never stay. i have been telling myself for the whole day to not be angry with you . but i'm sorry it was not at my means that i got angry. nth between us seems right this few day an i very hurt because off that i just want to see a smile one your face while talking to me. maybe it's like i mean nth to you. i'm sorry for being a piece off dirt so long in your life. now i don't know / should i say i can't get you out off my life, it's just that i have already carve your name in my heart...LOL how dumb am i to believe you?
what is done is done, and i know that just trying my best to just leave your life.

by,
theresa(a piece off dirt)

just found out my blog got problme:<>
anw tmr sooo gonna be funn:> hehe more details tmr:>

pms day

i'm really disappointed. very disappointed.
just one sentence, it ruined my entire night. sorry if i'm too straight forward. nobody in this world is perfect. i shouldn't have step iinto this matter. i fell damn fucked up now :<
everyone just don't understand like wtf, is me again.
i'm fucking pissed offfff enqi:< i wanna talk to you:<
haiz.
theresa.

So close, yet so far away.

Hey everyone, it's been quiet a long time since i blog :> previous short post no considered ok?:> laughs:>

Seriously gotta improve my english. Today's oral comfirm GG one.:<

Got back my language wasn't as good as i thought i would be,

English language : 18/40

Chinese language: 28.5/50

Apparently, i have to start studying real hard. Yes, real hard:<

LOL , some random person (92439094) massaged me. Who are you?LOL

Hey love, cheerups, now you are having your downs. but i know god is equal :> you will soon find the ups in your life! You can do it! iloveyou<3>

theresa,

byebye

hey! common test week:{ sian